What death teaches us

I learned something today, friends.

A colleague had a hypovolemic shock and I was there, I thought he was going to die…

I had never seen anything like it before – I had suspected that he is a diabetic, but he never officially told me.

Another colleague was in charge of the situation, she knew what to do, I only helped, I fed him sugar while she was speaking to the doctor over the phone and the first thing I did and what I did all the time is, I prayed.

I did not go to the doctor for many, many years.
Maybe I’ve said it before, but when I am ill, I go to Dr. JESUS.
HE is the best and the ONLY HEALER I know.

Some of you who are familiar with Hypos will know that they are not as severe as they look and that people don’t usually die from them… and of course, my colleague woke up eventually, and there may be an argument among everyone reading this, regarding whether you are a believer or not, if the sugar or the prayer brought him back.
He didn’t take or receive anything else but these.
For me personally, it is crystal clear what happened:

Not only was THE LORD affirming me that I am on the right path, for as some of you may know, I have been seeking HIM DILIGENTLY and intensely and humbly for quite a while now and I have been praying a LOT for the authority to heal and to cast out demons and to lay hands on the sick, for ALL the signs which according to

Mark 16 :17
And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; {16:18} They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.

I have been asking THE FATHER for them, for the authority, for HIS anointing.

And I know and BELIEVE that GOD has healed my colleague tonight.
I am not boasting, because I did not do anything.
It was HE who did it.

I am glad, I am blessed, I am grateful that HE let me be HIS instrument, HIS servant for this healing. I would even go as far and say that my colleague actually WAS dead for a second. My other colleague was gone, I was alone with him and I could feel and smell death and his expression changed and his color in his face and his temperature… what I did is I prayed HARDER… and then he came back, opened his eyes and recognized me.

I don’t care what everybody else thinks, this is what is means to me and for me… why was I there, I wasn’t even supposed to be there, I just followed her, which I usually don’t do… it was meant for me to be there and pray… and learn!

The other thing I have learned:

the devil is so unbelievably cruel!

I don’t know if you are with me in believing that many diseases are caused by the devil, mainly to torment… JESUS is with me at least… HE always did healing and casting out devils at the same time almost, sometimes you don’t even know which one of the two HE did to deliver someone from their ailments… in our modern times, many people seem to have forgotten about the healing power of GOD and rather rely on medication –  or they think that GOD will not help or the devil has nothing to do with the disease, or even worse, some don’t even believe in the devil or not in GOD or in neither in the first place, which makes it very hard, of course, to be healed by anything else but by doctors and pills…

What I believe is that many, many if not ALL diseases are the devil’s work.

But regarding some especially cruel ones, I am sure they are.
Arthritis, for instance, cancer, AIDS and diabetes.
This is what I personally believe from what I have seen, learned and what has been revealed to me by THE HOLY SPIRIT.

You may or may not agree with me, but even if you don’t, you may be interested in what I SAW tonight!

Because I saw the same thing I ALWAYS SEE when the devil is at work.

And I can give other examples when you probably ALL have seen him:
whenever someone is really, severely drunk or under drugs – if you watch really carefully, you will see them turn into some sort of zombie, a different version of themselves, something very, very ugly and scary and that is exactly what I saw and heard tonight!
My colleague, when he was half unconscious, and this entire process was going on for quite a while, he was making the most scary and ugly noises and movements and his eyes were really spooky, that was definitely not him looking out of these eyes!

It hit me while I was still there and praying for him:
that is how someone dies when the devil comes and gets them!
It is not a pretty sight!

Nobody wants that!

NOBODY wants to go where they are headed!

It was never as clear to me as in this moment!
That I want to be saved when I die!
I do not want to go where the unbelievers are going!
I do not want to displease THE FATHER and lose my place, lose my privilege to go to HIS kingdom!

And I will work out my salvation with fear and trembling and who knows, perhaps I will even get a chance to convert and evangelize my colleague once he is feeling better, who knows, perhaps THE HOLY SPIRIT has touched him tonight…!

Philippians 2:12 King James Version (KJV)
12 Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.

I hope and pray that this would heal, inspire or bless you. And that THE LORD would bless you richly in all areas of your life, that HE would keep you and shine HIS face upon you. In JESUS’ name I pray.


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