What we have – our riches

my friend, have you ever really, honestly and deeply thought about what JESUS, as a person, in the flesh, has really done for us, for every single one of us?

If you are a Christian, you most likely have.

If you are not a Christian, you probably haven’t. You can still read on if you like, because it may make you want to ponder about JESUS CHRIST, OUR LORD, some more.

Of course, we do all cognitively and logically understand about the facts which have happened more than 2000 years ago in Calvary. There is so much proof that JESUS has lived and has been crucified pretty much around this time of the year, that none of us have a problem believing and understanding this.

Yet, whereas to some of humanity, it may not mean anything other than someone whom some people believed to be the messiah has died on the cross that day.

For us Christians, it literally means everything.
We can probably all agree, no matter which denomination we belong to, that it is one of the most important if not THE most important incident on which we have built our faith, all our doctrines and in which the good news is rooted.

What does it mean to you personally, my friend?

Have you ever thought about how and why and in what way your life would be different if this hadn’t happened so long ago?

I mean, it changes everything, doesn’t it?

Just imagine you would be one of those people who had not been made free and saved by JESUS’ death on the cross… one of the many unbelievers, I am sure we all know some!

What does THE LORD’s death, that HE died for us for YOU, my friend, what does it mean to you personally??

I want to take the opportunity and share my own thoughts and feelings about it:

For me, it makes the difference which makes the difference between life and death itself!

When I compare my life, the life I am living now, to the life before I truly got saved and born again, I can truly and honestly say that I had been dead before I became a born again Christian, even though I had been physically alive and walking on this earth for many years, a few more than 40… the more I look back at what I call “my old life” the more I see that it was not a life at all.

But that’s not all there is to it.

During my redemption and resurrection, I have been seriously and severely attacked via witchcraft by a satanic occultist (or probably by his entire coven), a warlock, disguised as a new age guru, using remote viewing, astral travel, “energy”, vibrations against me for many years, day and night, 24/7 and he has been permanently trying to kill me, to hurt me, to harm me, to upset me.

And yet, I am still here!

Not only have I been saved, not just in a transferred, but in a literal sense, too, because I can tell you, that I am still physically alive is a miracle!
I tried to end my life 5 years ago because of these astral attacks, which I could not stop, could not master, did not find any information about at that time, I got so frustrated and sad and finally helpless (nowadays I know why and what to do about this, but at that time, I did not!) that I swallowed 150 sleeping pills…
I was living alone at that time in a very remote place… nobody would have found me….and I could feel how my entire body was getting numb and paralyzed from all these drugs… the next thing I remember was that I woke up, perhaps 2 days later, I don’t know exactly how long I had been asleep, my body was still very poisoned, I could hardly get myself out of bed or move and I was in a very foggy state for a few days, but I had survived.

Mark 16: 17-18

17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;

18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.

Little did I know at that time that Christians cannot be poisoned!

It was the first of many miracles to come – I shall tell you all about them.

At the time, it did not feel like a miracle, more like another failure and I was very sad to be still alive.
I had wanted to be dead after all and of course, the problem I had been trying to get away from, the problem which had been so totally overwhelming at that time that I did not even want to live at all any longer, it had not gone away, in fact, it still has not until this day – only my perspective on it has changed a lot.

Just like today, I can see the miracle that GOD raised me from the dead or did not let all these 150 (!!!) sleeping pills hurt, aka kill me, either way, it is a miracle and I can see that now.
I also now see the all the miracles and blessings in being under satanic, demonic witchcraft attack for many years, almost 6 now.

And I can see the difference between life and death, between emptiness and fullness and between truth and lie.

I can see how all these people, who have nothing in their lives, in their hearts, regardless of what they have materially, I can see how empty and lost they are if they do not have what we have – HIM.

All because of what JESUS did for us – and partly or perhaps even mainly do I owe my existence today to these evil people, a life which is so full of richness, of LIFE, of knowledge and wisdom about demons, about the devil, about witchcraft and the occult, also full of peace, gratitude and the deep knowing what it means to live in and with HIM, a life I had never imagined possible and I might not have until this day without these attacks.

So what it means to me is that no matter what happens, HE HAS US.

No matter what happens, WE WIN.

Everything or anyone ever coming against us, GOD will deal with it.

Even in the worst suffering circumstances, we get to harness GOD’s GOODNESS and grace and mercy and I even often times consider myself privileged for the reason that all of this HORROR and HELL in my life let me get closer to HIM, let me be and become a PARTAKER of HIS sufferings.

1 Peter 4: 12-14
12 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:
13 But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.
14 If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified.

I feel closer to HIM than I ever could have without being attacked by someone who is as wicked as the devil himself.
I have sent this man a million emails over the years asking him to leave me alone.
Before I really came to know OUR LORD, I sent him many worldly words, many very evil and bad ones, too!
But since I have been born again, my messages have changed and now, I mainly send him scriptures or reasons why he needs to repent and also prayers that THE LORD may save his soul.
Am I angry and still frustrated about these attacks?
Yes.
But I have forgiven him and I did not only tell him but also meant it from my heart that I also forgive every future attack of his – because I have compassion with him.
He does not have what I have, what WE ALL have.
He does not even KNOW what it is like to live a FULL LIFE and he does not even truly LIVE at all.
Even though his life, his “job” and his “teachings” are all about becoming enlightened, about manifesting the life of your dreams, about having all the money you want, about living in exotic places, about “manifesting” and “creating” a supersexy multiorgasmic tantra relationship, supernatural experiences, he does not even realize that he is working for the devil and that he will go to hell when he dies… so I do have compassion for him even though he is still trying to kill me 24/7  – in many ways.
I feel sorry for him, because he cannot even see how futile this all is:
whenever he keeps me from sleeping at night, he actually is not winning, but losing.
For what I do when I am kept from sleeping is read the bible, educate myself about demons, satan, witchcraft and write these articles to help others find the truth about the enemy, especially about the new age movement and tantra and yoga – so every time he is attacking me, he is actually helping GOD that the word would be spread, he is even increasing the chance that he personally will be exposed and found out by people reading this, by the hints about him which I drop here without mentioning his name or webpage (so far!!) – in the end, he may even help to save some souls!!!
So no matter what he does, he CANNOT WIN!
Whenever he is attacking me, he is actually HELPING INCREASE THE KINGDOM OF GOD!!!

I mean, isn’t that just amazing and brilliant what a GENIUS OUR FATHER is!
HE uses everything the enemy could ever attempt against us and turns it around to our good and to the good of all – I simply can’t help feeling sorry for everyone who does not HAVE this, does not have HIS LOVE.
It just amazes me to see GOD’s glory in all this!

In a wordly sense and in many ways, I am not where I would like to be in my life.
I have been seriously harmed by these attacks and there are consequences in my life.
And I still do not sleep at night, still he does not let me, I have not slept through a single night for almost 6 years now, and of course, that is not healthy, it is not good for anyone and it affects all areas of one’s life…

BUT in a way, I am happier and spiritually richer than I ever was and than I ever thought I could be.

Plus, some of THE LORD’s experiences are very REAL for me.

For instance, when I read about JESUS being tempted by the devil in the desert for 40 days, I can relate to that, I know EXACTLY what this is like!
The devil is tempting me ALL the time.
I just need to say ONE WORD and all this harassment would end.
I could have released myself from ALL the suffering in an INSTANT had I sold my soul!!!

Of course, this is not an option and never will be.

And also, I know what it means to have LIFE instead of just being alive physically.

I think this is something you can all relate to, can’t you, my dear Christian brothers and sisters ?

Isn’t it just undescribeable what richness and fullness JESUS CHRIST adds and keeps adding to the life of everyone who will invite HIM into their heart?

Isn’t it great that we are privileged, chosen, honored and SO immeasurably blessed, because we know what it is like to be ALIVE, like JESUS said:

John 10:10
10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

So that we would have LIFE.

Regardless of how horrific my life was and still is sometimes, especially at night when the attacks come… I would never want to swap with a nonbeliever! Let alone someone who is into the occult, into tantra, yoga or the new age movement!

Easter is a great time for me to remember what JESUS did for us and to really feel with HIM, to go through this with HIM, to walk with him through the pain, through HIS suffering and through his death and then to RISE with HIM, too!

Ephesians 4King James Version (KJV)
20 But ye have not so learned Christ;
21 If so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus:
22 That ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts;
23 And be renewed in the spirit of your mind;
24 And that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.

Friends, I hope and pray that this would inspire, heal or bless you. And that HE would bless you richly in all areas of your life, that HE would keep you and shine HIS face upon you. In JESUS’ name I pray. Amen.

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