If you are anything like me, you’ve invested some time in doing your best to become the best Christian you can.
You’ve been fasting, you’ve been praying, you’ve been purifying your life, your body, your deeds, your thoughts, your words; you’ve spent as much time as you could in GOD’s word, you did bible studies, you went to church, you read books, you did some research on the internet, perhaps you also went to the Holy Land or on a pilgrimage, perhaps you also did a serious cleanout to get rid of all the items, clothes and jewellery you owned which may have been cursed or related to someone who is or was…
You’ve been doing whatever you can to become holy, to let GOD sanctify you.
In order to get closer with HIM and to HIM and to please HIM.
And, yes, since we’re all humans, also, in order to receive something from HIM, at least we are all hoping we would, aren’t we, we all have some petitions and if you are anything like me in this area, you will have many, many petitions to OUR FATHER.
Every once in a while, I will share a bit of my story here – it is what a blog is about, isn’t it.
So I have been under severe witchcraft attacks for almost 6 years now.
These attacks take place astrally, in the spirit realm, I am being targeted by a warlock, who uses black magic, remote viewing, mind manipulation and energy vibrations, it causes extreme body sensations, he is able to send me dreams which are not my dreams, he can produce pain in my body and he can wake me up in the middle of the night, which he does.
Usually at least two times, in the middle of the deep sleep phases.
The second time is usually an hour before I have to get up (or if I don’t have to get up on my days off, he wakes me up anyway in order to upset me).
I don’t like to describe it too much in order not to give him too much attention and he also gets a thrill out of it, it makes him feel powerful and that’s all they have.
So I will just describe it enough to make you understand.
I don’t know if you can imagine the consequences of not sleeping properly for many years.
I can tell you, it is life altering.
And not in a good way.
It affects all areas of your life.
All your relationships.
Your entire nervous system.
Your way of living.
When this all started, I was in a place where I was a Christian, at least I believed I was, but I was very far away from JESUS. I was open to all kinds of doctrines and belief systems and I tried everything out there in order to get rid of these attacks.
Not knowing that this only got me deeper into trouble.
I see many people walking around in this ignorance today.
They even believe they are talking about GOD, OUR GOD, when they talk about energy or about meditating or even about yoga and what is happening within them when they do it! I was like that! I believed I was doing good things, finding GOD in what I did. I was ignorant and firmly in the enemy’s hands…
It was only when I came across the teachings of Derek Prince that I began to discover what was really going on and right from this moment on, my life began to improve. I had not come across any serious teachings about demons before. While watching one of Derek Prince’s videos on youtube (he usually has a prayer sequence and does mass deliverance with his audience at the end of his talks), I got truly saved and I got deliverance.
I never got totally free, I haven’t up to this day, I don’t even know if we ever CAN.
I think this is one of the most tricky issues when it comes to our faith.
First of all, so many churches will ignore the entire subject.
They speak about JESUS, all the miracles HE did, about HIS life, even about the old testament, but one area or topic, which the entire bible speaks about a lot, is completely left out: evil spirits, the devil, witchcraft.
They may mention hell every once in a while, but that’s it.
From what I have learned, there are many Christian brothers and sisters out there, who do not even believe that evil spirits or demons or witches really exist!
They believe what the enemy wants them to believe, that it is all superstition, not real, fairy tales and myths. And when they get under attack themselves (if they are wise and knowing and mature enough to realize that it is an attack), they immediately negate the idea that it could be an attack from the dark side and instead, they follow any other idea they may have about what is going on – I suppose one of the most popular ones would be that they are either mentally or physically ill, for instance paranoid or crazy and need therapy – and then, the trouble only really starts!
From being a therapist myself for many years – I now cannot do this work any longer, I started and learned all these techniques with the best intentions and with an honest and deep desire to help people, but what I found is that anything which is not FROM GOD is from the other one and instead of healing and helping, it does the exact contrary, PLUS, so many of these techniques are of the occult and not only do they not heal or help, they also INFURIATE GOD!
Back to the topic:
So after I had discovered where my troubles came from, I spent a SERIOUS amount of time learning about and doing/practising spiritual warfare.
Most of all, I spent ALL the time I had with asking THE LORD and praying about it.
Also, I read pretty much everything from everyone out there about it, I found prayer videos which I watched day and night (by the way, they are really good in my opinion and if you want to watch them, they are on youtube, the channel is MrPastor77, I can highly recommend his stuff!), I found an internet church which I follow and attend, it is miracleinternetchurch.com, I think Dr.Pat Holliday has written some great books and found out some great, helpful information about how to get free from the devil, I have been and still am playing the word over me in my room 24/7, especially at night, I threw out everything related to anything occult, I even do not listen to any modern music anymore, do not watch any films or tv, I am being extremely careful what I let into my system, I got rid of smoking (with HIS help!!), I fast twice a week and I am spending as much time as I can with him and in the word – in fact, my aim is to not even spend any moments without HIM.
Regarding the evil powers which have been haunting me, I have been investing ALL my free time to learn all about this for more than 2 years now.
Not only to get free myself, but also to be able to help others to get free.
With my articles here (this is the 3rd blog I started during the years of the attacks, I deleted the 2 previous ones, which were much more accusing, I came to see that it is not helpful for other people to read mainly about my anger and I am doing my best to explain the topic as soberly as I can in order to warn and inform and I hope and pray that some people with the same problem can find helpful information here!!), with intercessory prayers, with studies, with spiritual warfare against this warlock and his coven and the entire new age, enlightenment, yoga, tantra, kundalini movement (I am not decided yet and THE LORD has not revealed to me yet if I am supposed to expose names here or not, in my previous blogs I did expose his name and according to what THE FATHER will tell me I may or may not do it here as well) and with whatever GOD will show me next.
This has become my full time occupation.
I am busy doing this all day and all night, no matter what else I may be doing.
And GOD has granted me a life in which I can do what I do…
What I am trying to say is that I have invested A LOT of time and effort in this.
And yet, the attacks have not stopped.
I have not been able to stop them.
Nor has THE LORD heard my prayers and stopped this violent man, at least not completely.
And the enemy constantly tries to use this for a triumph against me or as an argument that I will never get free.
That’s what he does.
That’s how he goes about driving people / especially Christians away from GOD and torturing them, that’s how he distracts them and draws them away from what they are doing.
He is trying to convince me (everyone in this situation) that I will never succeed.
If it works, they will think they have failed.
If it works, they will think GOD has deserted them.
If it works, they will think they have done something wrong or are not capable of fighting the devil or not good enough that THE FATHER would love them and grant them deliverance.
My intention today is to offer you a different perspective:
Because I came to see that when the enemy attacks it is actually a GOOD sign, a VERY GOOD sign even!
If you were doing what he wanted you to do, he would leave you alone.
He is the prince of this world, a very large amount of the population of the earth is living in sin and he owns their souls.
The majority of all humans are doing exactly what he wants them to do and not what GOD wants them to do.
There is only one species he cannot own:
Because they are under the blood.
They ARE redeemed.
As if they had never sinned.
Because of what OUR LORD JESUS did for us in Calvary.
The enemy IS defeated.
These people and souls ARE lost for him.
There is only one thing he can do, only one method he can TRY:
he can try to get them to lose their privilege, their protection, their salvation.
IF he gets them to sin and to turn away from GOD.
That’s why he is attacking.
With all his might, with all his means and with all his agents and helpers.
He HAS to.
It is his only way he may get us Christians!
So if you are under attack, it actually means you must be doing something RIGHT in the first place!
It means that you are saved.
That you are GOD’s child.
I wasn’t aware of any attacks before I discovered more and more truth about demons and black magic and witchcraft.
I had been baptized as a baby (I renewed it when I went to the Holy Land and got baptized in the Jordan River, one of the best and most important moments of my life!!) and that’s the only reason why I am still alive today, because the enemy has done a lot to kill me! Yet, I am still here and talking about it, hopefully opening eyes, spreading truth and perhaps helping others! So I was a child of GOD even though I was not on the right path. But when I discovered more and more about OUR LORD and the truth about the enemy, that’s when I got worse and worse, because the attacks started and that’s the pattern of how the enemy does spiritual warfare.
He wants to prevent as many people as he can to discover the truth.
Because anyone who will have found the truth cannot believe his lies any longer.
And then, he will have lost them forever!
I hope I could shed some light on what you may be facing or having to go through!
What I suggest is that you focus 100% on JESUS and on THE WORD and the more you do that, the better you will get.
When you or someone you love are under attack, you must be up to something!
Up to something godly and good, up to find some truth, up to draw closer to GOD, about to discover something, about to or in the middle of purifying and sanctifying your life, your body, your thinking.
And the enemy doesn’t like that.
Not at all.
Isn’t that a great token and proof that you are on the exact right path?
That’s what the attacks mean to me nowadays.
To KEEP going. To keep doing what I am doing.
They mean that it is working. That I am getting there.
There are lots of scriptures that help a great deal in the middle of an attack.
One of my favorites is Psalm 46:
God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
Therefore will we not fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea;
Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah.
There is a river, the streams thereof shall make glad the city of God, the holy place of the tabernacles of The Most High.
God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her and that right early.
The heathen raged, the kingdoms were moved: he uttered his voice, the earth moved.
The Lord of Hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.
Come, behold the works of THE LORD, what desolations he hath made in the earth.
He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the earth; he breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in sunder; he burneth the chariot in the fire.
Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.
The LORD of Hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.
Nothing annoys the enemy more than a successful Christian spiritual warrior.
And from all the lies he is telling us, they blind him to the one lie he is telling himself all the time: he is in denial that GOD is using him, that he not only has created him and all the darkness and all the creatures in that darkness or using it. BUT that they are doing exactly what GOD wants them to do and has made them for: they kill, steal and destroy. And in the end, it will only lead to more souls being saved, to GOD’s name being glorified, to a greater victory for THE LIVING GOD, because the enemy and his kingdom are helping more and more people to understand that the devil does exist. And so does OUR FATHER and JESUS CHRIST. If it hadn’t been for the severe and horrible evil in my life, in my body, in my mind and in my thoughts and dreams, evil that is so incredibly cruel that you simply cannot believe it is simply a superstition, a delusion or a crazy fantasy, it might have taken me much longer to find out about THE TRUTH and about spiritual warfare.
So the devil and his agents HELPED GOD to let me become what HE intended me to be all along: a successful and fierce spiritual warrior.
I am just that and will become more and more of it every minute – for the rest of my life. In JESUS’ name. And for HIS glory.
How about you, my friend?
Are you a spiritual warrior?
Are you under attack of the enemy?
If you are, I am very happy for you!
Because you are about to discover that you have already won.
That JESUS has won the war for you.
I hope and pray that this would inspire, heal or amuse you. And that THE LORD may bless you richly in all areas of your life, that HE may keep you and shine HIS face upon you. In JESUS’ name I pray. Amen.